Life of a Busy MOM!!!!

So as many of you can tell,yes I was the mom that took my son,his gf and their friends to see the movie that any adult my age,would of probably not even wanted to sign up to see "cocaine bear". I must admit the movie was a bit harsh for my dry humor.It was stupid funny,you know teen funny in other words. I have no problem seeing stuff that is of this essence. I was once young and yes I will forever remember my dumb days,lol. I absolutely love everything about my son and I had a great night with him and his pals. It made me reminesence of my younger days. I am so happy and thankful to god that I was able to spend time with him. I was just wondering why after having such a great night and hanging out with his friends,why did he break down and started telling me that he has such a harsh life where he is at this moment. I was super upset and I ended up drinking again. I drank so much that i literally chased my husband out of the house and raped his ass. I kept on doing stuff to h...

So as all of you know, I am in love with a man, who does not love me the way I love him and his children.I can not stand to be away from this man, it bothers me. Lately he has been coming around a bit more and I am thankful to god for this,but I know we can do better. With time I believe things will get better. On a side note, I got 2 awesome interviews,but of course here we go again with the background always messing with my awesome possibilities and best job offers. I just do not know what to do sometimes,but I am praying that it all works out. i chose this man and I wish he would choose me too. I love his children as if they were my own. I am still praying to god in hopes that we can have a lil set of big ears soon. I have not been able to get pregnant yet,but we are trying. Well I am grateful to god for so many things,even though materialistically it might not be the best results at the moment,but i am just over the world that my mom is better. She has been in the hospital for thes...