Life of a Busy MOM!!!!

So as all of you know, I am in love with a man, who does not love me the way I love him and his children.I can not stand to be away from this man, it bothers me. Lately he has been coming around a bit more and I am thankful to god for this,but I know we can do better. With time I believe things will get better. On a side note, I got 2 awesome interviews,but of course here we go again with the background always messing with my awesome possibilities and best job offers. I just do not know what to do sometimes,but I am praying that it all works out. i chose this man and I wish he would choose me too. I love his children as if they were my own. I am still praying to god in hopes that we can have a lil set of big ears soon. I have not been able to get pregnant yet,but we are trying. Well I am grateful to god for so many things,even though materialistically it might not be the best results at the moment,but i am just over the world that my mom is better. She has been in the hospital for thes...

So I am helping my husband out every 15 days. I have been helping bc I want us to have a family again. Together and continuing our journey as family. I have tried everything from talking to him and trying to convince him that what he is diong is wrong. Well anyways It has been 2 weeks since I saw him. I want to see him and take him out,so we can watch movies, go shopping or just hang out watch movies or play games. He is growing up so fast. Every day that passes I miss him more and more. I wish their was a way I could show him and make him see, that I do miss him a alot more than his father makes it seem. If the bitch that he is leaving with only knew half of the things that he tells me , she would of kicked his ass out a long time ago. I just wish we would be over this,but as my mother in law tells me to let him go.I love my husband so much and I pray to god every day THAT THINSG WILL WORK OUT. I HAVE TO GO I AM AT WORK, TTYL

Hello everyeone, here I am again to complain about what a boring fucking life I have at the moment. I really thought that by now maybe my husband and I would of already worked things out again. Well guess what,no we did not.So as you all could have guessed, the 2nd baby momma, bought my husband a vehicle, so he can move around in. Not to mention, she also got the gastric bypass with her late husbands pay out. Wow is that not a bitch. I guess it is true,we truly do not know who we work for till,we die.Well I am currently still living with my roommate and we are pretty well off.God has blessed us with work and a health for the mean time. I have been able to see my son,even if it is briefly due to his father. I love my husband still very much,but how can you come at me, when you spend the night at our home and ask me, or better yet, tell me the following statement. "We should not have sex, because we should not base our relationhip out of sex."I have to admit the odasity that my...

I have not seen my son for over a WEEK NOW. This has been horribl to my health and my mental status. I know he had fun this weekend bc he went live on his instagram. I am just happy, i get to text him and reach out to him thru his phone once in a while. I am in the transition of switching jobs again. I have been sticking to one job for about 2 weeks now. Its weird to have one job,but its ok i do not have a problem with it. Just my finances are killing me smalls at the moment. Well anyways my husband reached out to me recently and told me that he made shit on his 1st pay check. I mean i was a little disappointed ,but it is ok. I get it the 1st check is always the shittiest. Anyways i have hope we will move in together soon. I miss my son so much. I miss making time for him to see him and also my husband. I miss being loved every day as a mom and as a wife. Do not get me wrong this vacation has opened my eyes to alot of things that i was doingh wrong in my relationship, not only myself b...

I RECENTLY SPLIT FROM MY HUSBAND,SINCE LAST SUNDAY. WE ARE CURRENTLY TRYING TO WORK THINGS OUT. THIS WILL BE WEEK 2 FROM THE SPLIT THIS SUNDAY. I MISS MY BOY DEARLY AND I CAN NOT LIE, I ALSO MISS MY HUSBAND. IT HAS NOT BEEN EASY FOR ME,THESE PAST 2 WEEKS. THE HOUSE IS EMPTY, I HAVE BEEN CLEANING AND TRYING TO DO EVERYTHING I NEED TOO, SO WE CAN TRY TO WORK THINGS OUT. AT THIS POINT I THINK MAYBE WE ARE BETTER OFF ALONE FOR A WHILE. NOT SURE HOW LONG YET? I WOULD LIKE TO SAY A MONTH MAYBE 2,SO WE CAN FIGURE OUT ARE DIFFERENCES. HERE IS THE BIG TWIST,HE IS STAYING IN HIS EX-BABY MOMMA'S HOME FOR THE MEAN TIME? I WAS SHOCKED AND WHY THE FUCK, DOES HE FEEL HE HAS TO LIE TO ME ABOUT THE SITUATION EVERY TIME. NOW MY BEST FRIEND AND ME DECIDED TO MOVE OUT, SO MAYBE WE CAN WORK OUR ISSUES OUT HERE. OF COURSE MY HUSBAND COMES UP WITH THE CLASSICAL EXCUSE"I FEEL COMFORTABLE HERE." WOW ,YIKES. THIS REALLY PISSED ME OFF. I COULD ONLY IMAGINE THAT , HE WOULD WANT TO COME AND SLEEP IN ...

I swear at times, Don't you feel as if the world is coming down on you? I at times do. It can be very peculiar to someone that has been thru this before. Well long story short I do not wish anything bad on anyone,but has anyone ever delt with the super natural? I believe that the situation I am currently in is because of my dear uncle HECTOR. I swear ever since he married his wanna be witch everything started falling apart lil by lil. We started great in a relationship,my husband an I. Now a days it can get very o so very cold at times. I have been feeling sicker than ever. I guess i just need to get back in to the rhythm of trying to work out everyday. I love my teen son,but at times,he can be very difficult. He knows I am stepmom but most of the time,his father likes to speak to his 2 baby mommies. I feel at times as if my husband is what the call "a fuck boy." I do not know where that came from,but that is what every single person i meet, ever tells me. They agree beca...